Perfect Solution

It was never been this easy...

When i was in my childhood days, my older brother and i used to slept late on the night. We played games (bomber-man) and often of those nights is his making of computer programs. I can still remember when he let me seen those programs he made using only those old unique programming languages. Graphical User Interface (GUI) is not yet that boom on those times because only the Command-line Interface (CLL) is available. Compared nowadays, with just a single click, you can command the computer. Anyways, i do admired those programs he made for it was never been that easy to made those very frustrating, logical, complicated softwares.

As I've grown on, computer related courses was my dream. I took computer science for i was challenge of what my older brother had undertaken. Moreover, I was exposed to computers and it was my world for I'm really fond of using it. Used to it for playing purposes before, but now, i can't even have a single minute to play.

Playing was my diversion when I'm upset, when I'm bored or much more to that, it was my daily day reliable best friend. Mao tingaling I'm a loner in person and honestly, I am not that friendly specially if you have your chance of your first time look at my face, you would even say that. Suplado lang jud ko in person but ila-ila lang tah kay makahibalo rah kah...

However, taking Computer Science was a mere challenge in my college life. I do agree that i loved this course and having this intense aspiration to know more and have more in my knowledge, in this field. During those fresh years i had, was a bit OK specially, those starting days, but compared to this past ending years i had, where the most unexplainable and very drastic moments. I can't imagine i took my summer class because i failed that subject. And to think it over, almost three-fourths of the class took that summer class just to pursue and catch this years' batch. I don't even understand why such judgment by our teacher, was just that easy. I mean, we did our best, we even read lot and study more even though, almost of the time he should do, is to teach us. But i already recovered from that for only God knows of his judgment. I don't want to keep any pain for him for I don't want to hold the judgment in my own way but i am leaving it to the God up above.

Nevertheless, this year is a continuation of my in-depth aspiration for my dream. To pass this semester and the following semester in order for me to graduate. This semester is not an easy ride. It was never been! I do believe that graduating students, were the most burdened students and the most heart beating times. Proven for we do have so much documentation aside from our simple made programs. Not just that, we have our life breaking and head aching and as well, heart tearing complications on dealing of our teachers. I don't know why this things happened. I don't even know why such things like this will come to be as hard as it is. I don't want to retake again for i don't have a space in my heart that will accept again if ever i failed. I mean, even though, we really did not failed, yet, the judgment of our instructors will be the final grade.

Graduating as we know, must be a happy event, yet, how come i can be happy with this lots of stuffs to make and much with my surprise, don't even know how to deal with this. I can't carry anymore the projects and deadlines to beat. I don't even know if God has already planned us to graduate this year. I am not really sure to pass, compared to those fresh years when I was a computer science certified student. Much more with this, i don't have the capability to assume that i will really pass for such doubtful ideas are roaming in my mind. I don't know how i can solve this problem, yet, three things i can say,

1.I do understand what my older brother has been through during his college days.

2.I do aspire more and challenge more for my dream, and lastly,

3.I do know that God has a PERFECT SOLUTION for all of this.

Si Bro na ang bahala namo. . . Hayag ang kaugmaon!!!

God Knows The Best For Each One Of Us!